
Ek din ek ladki apni maa ke saath meri clinic aayi. Mujhe bataya gaya ki yeh chronic bronchitis ka case hai. Maine case lena shuru kiya:
Dr: Tumhe kya problem hai?
Pt: Mujhe khaasi aur zukhaam hai, aur zukhaam itna zyada hai ki main padh bhi nahi sakti. Meri aankhon se paani aa raha hai, naak beh rahi hai, aur padhna impossible ho gaya hai. Kal mera exam hai aur mujhe achha perform karna hai!
Maa (beech mein boli ): Har baar exams ke time isse zukhaam aur khaansi ho jati hai. Yeh bohot mehnati hai par phir bhi kuch na kuch galti kar deti hai aur usse marks kam milte hain. Uski yeh chhoti chhoti galtiyon ki wajah se mujhe gussa aa jata hai aur main usse daant deti hoon. Kal bhi yahi hua. Usne 3 likhne ke bajaye koi aur number likh diya aur poora sum galat ho gaya. Main yeh bardaasht nahi kar sakti aur maine usse daant diya. Jab main usse bolti hoon ki tu bilkul buddhu hai toh yeh bohot dukhi ho jati hai. Agar main iski chhoti chhoti galtiyan bhi nikaalti hoon toh yeh udaas aur depressed ho jati hai.
Is conversation ke dauran ladki ki khaansi badh gayi, toh maine maa ko bahar baithne ko kaha aur ladki se sab kuch batane ko bola.
Pt: Meri maa bohot strict hai aur jis tareeke se wo mujhe daantti hai, main uske shabdon ko bardaasht nahi kar sakti.
Wo kehti hai agar tu yeh bewakoofi bhari galtiyan karti rahegi toh tujhe English medium school ke bajaye municipal school mein jaana chahiye.
Mujhe bohot bura lagta hai.
Kya main itni bekaar hoon?
Main uske shabdon ko nahi jhel sakti. Mujhe pata hai ki wo mujhse pyaar karti hai aur meri fikr karti hai, par wo jis tareeke se mere saath bartav karti hai, mujhe bohot bura lagta hai.
Agar mujhe koi project karna hota hai toh wo hamesha kehti hai ki tu kuch nahi karegi warna tujhe zero marks milenge aur mujhe uski baatein sunni padti hain.
Agar main koi color ya design suggest karoon toh meri maa uspe dhyaan nahi deti aur sab kuch apni marzi se karti hai.
Project mera hota hai, par mujhe kuch kehne ka haq hi nahi milta! Phir mere liye bacha kya hai karne ko?
Wo itni dominating hai ki main uske saamne kuch nahi keh sakti, aur agar kuch bolun toh kehti hai tum chhoti ho, tumhe kuch nahi pata, bas meri baat suno aur mere hisaab se karo.
Analysis aur evaluation:
Zukhaam aur coryza ke dauran ladki bohot pareshan thi aur maa zyada bol rahi thi. Jab maa bahar gayi tab ladki ne shikayat karni shuru ki apni maa ke baare mein. Puri baat-cheet ke dauran usne bataya ki uski maa uske saath bohot bura bartav karti hai aur uski apni rai ko koi ahmiyat nahi di jaati uske project ke liye. Sab kuch maa karti hai bina usse pooche. Agar maa usse kuch bolti hai toh wo udaas aur depressed ho jaati hai.
Rubrics:
Despair-criticism; from the smallest
Opinions-respected; expects her opinion to be
Lamenting
Complaining
Ek dose Hamamelis, 200 dia gaya stat.
Follow-up: Uska sputum loose ho gaya tha aur usne achhi neend li. Ab wo muskurate hue thi aur uske chehre pe udaasi nahi thi.
Hamamelis child:
Ye bohot ghamandi hota hai aur koi uske khilaaf ek bhi baat bol le, toh wo bardaasht nahi kar sakta kyunki agar wo doosron ko izzat deta hai toh usse bhi waise hi izzat ki umeed hoti hai.
Wo sochta hai ki wo waaqai mein laayak hai, par usko koi tareef nahi milti. Isliye agar tareef ke badle usse daant ya tok diya jaye, toh wo bohot udaas aur depressed ho jata hai jo usko beemaar bana deta hai.
Hairani ki baat hai ki Kent ki repertory mein is rubric mein sirf ek hi remedy hai:
Reverence for those around him.
Hamamelis ke main rival hain ignatia aur carcinosin.
Ignatia aur Carcinosin dono secretive rubric mein aate hain.
Dono remedies mein andar se intense suffering hoti hai, par wo kabhi apni maa ke baare mein itna khul ke shikayat nahi karte. Kyunki Ignatia is rubric mein aata hai:
Sensitive-moral impressions; to
Ignatia apne aap ko samjha lega ki agar meri maa aisa keh rahi hai toh theek hai, aakhir wo meri maa hai! Jabki Carcinosin hamesha muskurata rahega aur sab kuch apne andar dabake rakhega. Wo apni maa ko daantne ka mauka nahi dega, aur agar uska project karne ka mann ho tab bhi apne jazbaat daba lega aur chup rahega. Is tarah ke bartav ke liye humein yeh rubric milta hai:
Desires, suppressing his desire.Ref : little angel
Ref : little angel
Translated by : Dr Ajaz khan
Leave a Reply